Today

I've been laying here all night, listening to the rain. Talking to my heart and trying to explain. Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been. Yes i do think about you, every now and then. Every morning I wake up realizing you're really far away. So I put on my make up and pray for a good day. I know God's watching and he'll lead me back to you. I just have to keep living so he can see me through. Although you're not close and many miles away my feeling's still the same, even after today. I really miss you dearly and really wish  i was there.