Kamis 25 November 2010

Howdy how are you? I hope you're so fine and not like me. So sad. Well this should be a nice day, but argh today be a bad day for me.

I'm scared

I met him on the street

And i can't say anything. I'm freeze and keep going. Until my bf beside me, i don't say anything.

My bf confused and i said "Why you scream?"

yes i'm annoyed with my bf

And my bf said "i'm sorry, i'm so sorry. i'll not do it again. Please Monic apologize me"

But i can't say anything and i just keep going

But my bf continued to follow me. My bf apologetic to me. But i don't know why i can't say anything again.

I realized other people saw us. I don't care. My heart freeze.

Until the middle of the road, i said "OK"

But my bf continued to apologize to me.

I said "OK"

But my bf continued to apologize me

Well i said "I apologize you! really, i don't lie! But my heart still hurt. Not because of you. I just can't calm down. Really........."

I'm cry

Until my bf got home, then my other bestfriend comfort me.

Okay i can calm down right now.

But i'm still scared

So scared